Everybody has a Dark SIde

So this weekend was my best friends Bachelorette party. And I couldn't go . I had school things that need to be taken care of and then I have the dreaded midterms...Yeah they like to pop up quickly... I kind of wished that I had the money to go down south and what not but only dreaming right.  

So I am sitting here taking a break from studying because I just really need to clear my head.. 
I am listening to Kelly Clarkson's DarkSide right now. I don't know if that is a good thing or bad thing... But I feel it's like my life right now at least certain things. 

I am usually not a person who can express her feelings openly because really I am at that point of who will really listen?

I try to grasp the concept of nobody is perfect and that somethings will never change. But really change is what you need in life. Am i right ? 

I am happy that Geoffrey has moved on to someone better, but I still feel as though a little betrayed because yes we are friends and everything. I just wished I didn't find out through social media , but hey that is life right? 

I hope everyone had a great weekend. I did I got to see my trombone buddy play his senior recital I couldn't be any prouder. 
We've come along way  since our freshman year..

I"ve grown up a lot more I've become a better trombone player with some bumps in the middle. I feel as though just there is something that has changed in with the last two years . I feel as though there are days where yes I can do it to no I can't. But I still trudge through. 

That is what I am good at .. being able to just move on even if it hurts the people that I love or that it just has to happen for my own sanity..  because I need to be able to just be ok with everything even though it may be crumbling around me. 

I hope everyone has enjoyed their weekend..