Merry Christmas

Hey Everybody I hope you all had a fantastic Christmas Yesterday. I hope you spent your time with your loving family and made wonderful memories. 

My Christmas was extremely busy for being a musician a lot of gigs to look forward too.. 

But I hate being put on the spot to just play in front of a lot of people. It makes me more nervous then just playing by myself.

 Do you ever get that when you have to say a speech or a presentation for work ? How do you show that your confident in what you do. 

Anyways my Aunt and I came up with an idea for a themed christmas next year. 

Not an ugly sweater contest because I feel as everybody will be doing that already ..

We came up with the pj contest who had the best Pj's or ONSIES .. It was pretty epic and funny at the same time. I love hanging out with my Aunt. We have a great time . 

My mom is the best because I told her she didn't have to get me anything else for christmas because I already knew about getting a camera because I picked it ou back in October... I said that could be my christmas and birthday (Jan 4th). because it was still alot of money and I would be sooooo content because I love taking pictures. 

BUT BUT BUT ...

 I got a double gift from my sister and mom ..

DRRRRRRRUUUUUUMMMMMMMMM RRRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL please !

my mom and sister bought me a guitar because, I used to play on the one we got from school to use for our technique class and I picked it up rather quickly at school and I enjoy playing covers of songs and working on chord changes....

talk about best Christmas ever. 

Well that is all for right now I got to go and help mom out then we are going to see Les Mis in theaters. 

12/13/12

It's been 8 years since a friend of mine committed suicide. Time flies. I miss her terribly and she was gone too soon. But I will not forget her and the way she always smiled even if she was having issues. 

But It's not always thinking about the past always look to the future. 
Always reminding that the people that we lost are still with us no matter what. 

short blog today. 
My last final was yesterday I am happy to say that I am done Woo..

Happy 12/12/12

Wow it's been 12 day's since I've blogged weird.. I missed all of you ! I hope you are having a great Holiday .

I am officially done with all my finals the only thing that I have left to do are my two juries which I have in the bag !!!
At least I am hoping it's been a while since I've actually sat down and practiced. 

I am going to sit down today and practice for a little bit to get everything under my fingers again...

I've finally finished painting my room this morning. I had to work on some touch ups that will be dried by the time I get home tonight. the only thing that I have to do now is fix some of the trim and ceiling that got biege paint on it from the roller. Carpets are getting installed on Friday and Saturday is the first time I can actually get back in my room and sleep in my room and make it my own room again.
I'm excited to see the outcome with everything that is done.

My stress has been under control I now can sleep at night and not wake up in the middle of the night and worry about something.


You know what I never realized is that my past relationships never really worked because I think I never really loved myself in the beginning. I feel as though with this relationship I laugh a lot more and just feel like a normal human being. Granted sometimes I feel like I repeat myself on here about it. But It's like we don't have to  impress each other. When I go to the apartment I usually drop off my book bag in the front room and go in and start helping with dinner or I will do the dishes depending on what I can do. he gets a little annoyed because it shouldn't be my job to do and I keep telling him that I don't mind at all. I feel as though we act like we are a married couple because it just feels so natural. And yes I maybe crazy or what but, it's hard to explain for what feels so real. 

I am going to be working on a singing video I Haven't done one in a while at least post one to facebook or youtube. It's been for ever. I miss doing them

but what should i do ? 
Any suggestions?

maybe perfect by pink
or hallelujah 
ill keep thinking and maybe have my friend join in on the fun 


I hope you all have a great day on 12/12/12

25 days til Christmas

It's the holiday season. I still can't believe how fast this semester has gone by! I have one more week of regular classes and then it's finals and then Midwest. then officially break on December 23rd.. NO time to go christmas shopping for my family, how sad isn't it. I just wished i had the time and some sort of money right now so I can at least get something nice for my sister and mom. 

But being a college student and not really working a lot kind of makes it hard to do really. 

Remodeling the house is taking a toll on all of the family because we can't seem to find anything anymore because of all of it being moved and yet its being as organized as it is. 
anyways short blog today 

love you all 

MKB