supercal.... supercal....( think Mary Poppins)

Hello my lovelies! Just wanted to bring an update on my job.  I finished some of my orientations and I look forward to spending some quality time with my fellow cast members in training all week.
I really love my job, I don't remeber the last time that I actually said something even close to that.  Which in this case its really good.

This weekend has been a worldwind of what the bloody hell did I do to deserve that ? You are probably wondering what I am talking about? Well As you probably read in my welcome page that I am in a long distance relationship, Everything seemed to be going fine, until I get a text message saying that We need to talk Now I had a pretty good idea what was going to be said or at least had a general idea. Well my accusitions were right on key. I got cheated on again. I am more disaapointed then mad parsay , but I am just a loss for words and have been for a couple hours. I just sat that calm and collected, didn't over react and just listened. To me that is a huge step because I would react right away. I know that many people would say dump him, and get rid of the toxic waste that is not good for your life. I do have to give him credit for at least being honest with me , granted I'd rather have him tell me the day it happened rather then two days later, that made me feel like he wanted to cover it up or make an excuse. I get it long distance you get lonely , but as of now I don't know if I can trust the words that he's done doing that. If he knew it was bad, why continue it? That's something I will never know.

Have a good rest of your weekend my lovelies stay awesome and be nice to people.

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Updates cause who doesn't love updates

So It's been over a month since I've been in Florida , and I was pretty much coming from nothing, just  my mom , animals and myself. we are staying in a trailer for now , and I was jobless, I still get people asking me are you nuts for not having a job lined up before you moved litterally acrross the United States. I thought about that and I said, "you may have your opinions, but this is my fight." And sure enough I've conquered that and now I can officially say that I am employed. You are probably thinking "come on Mary Kay , Tell us where you are working." Well I am going to be working at Disney World in Orlando Florida , starting the 27th of January. I applied in early January, took their web based interview( which filters out a lot of people.) I passed that and set up my second interview. Later this past week. I was so nervous walking up to the cast center, but as I walked up this long hallway that had pictures of characters I regained the confidence that I had lost a long time ago, because of everyone being so opinionated.  Anyways I was talking to a recruiter , and He was such a sweetheart, he made me feel welcomed, asked how my day was and vice versa . I sat down and we just held normal conversations, and what I was looking for in the company. I was honest with him, and said I've worked in one place for nearly 6.5 years I'm dedicated to be that person who'll help out everyone that comes across her path. I always worked hard it's who I followed when my dad was alive he was always working long hours, but still came home to my sister and I and spent time with us.

As the interview progressed, I started feeling restles, I figured that I did so well in the interview that I was praying that I was gonna get a job placement. Even though I was looking for full time, I am perfectly fine with getting part time, since I am new to this type of work. I can always get more hours helping other spot in the different parks.

But what I am mostly doing is collaberating with Disney and Starbucks and I will be working in their coffee shop.  I am beyond excited to start.


Ok enough of the job talk.

So most of my posts within the last year have been ups downs and pure ugly.... I knew that this year was going to be different, It was a rock start with losing one of my customer that I've gotten to know in the 6 years that I worked at McD's your probably thinking who would want to get know your customers. These customers have been by my side with job hunting and just normal conversations when I am not working, but it was too the point that they rarely saw me out of my uniform so it took them a second glance, to be like I'm not used to seeing you without your unifrom on. But these customers that I have gotten know have been nothing but kindness and when it was my last day, I couldn't help tearing up for everyone of them who just came to give me a hug. It just makes knowing them that more special.  It's so hard to explain ,but they are an amazing group of people.  And I look forward to getting to know the millions of people that I get to see at my new job! I couldn't have done this without my support system and they know who they are. Thanks guys...


stay awesome possums and be nice to people

Why?

Most people tell me to always write what you know , and this is what I know.

 I am 27 years old, and I never really had/have a successful relationship. As I wrote that last sentence you're are probably wondering what I am thinking in my head. 

Well, I say in my previous statement about relationships, is true no matter how hard I work towards communicating and or doing what I think is best for myself ,it always seems to get thrown back into my face as a you just suck. 

I know that I am a total introvert I always confide into myself and just let myself handle it. And yet I always feel that to others it gets them all angry that I am such an introvert. I love spending my time reading books, staying in watching movies and or t.v. series. 
But there are times that I realize that being an introvert always had it's issues with a relationship, because I can never say what is in my head, because I am usually processing way to slowly or not processing enough, and or I am just an idiot and over think. 

That is probably the worst of what I am besides a human being.

Books Galore part 1

I have no idea why I didn't do this post before. I guess that I didn't know how I wanted to start it out , and plus I didn't really have a book collection. But now my book collection has grown.


As of right now currently I am reading If I Stay by Gayle Forman. I have to say that its a good book so far I am almost done I literally have 24 pages left , yes you read that right 24 pages.

Onto the next part of the series is Where She Went by: Gayle Forman 

I have a lot of other books that I have to read, Like Charlotte Bronte's Jane Eyre ( to be continued). 

But more on that later.

Stay Awesome Possums and Be Nice to People 

They Say It's My Birthday Part 2

So my mom wouldn't tell me eactaly what was going on yesterday all she said was "it's a surprise."  If you know me all too well I hate surprises. I don't do well with them. But She got me tickets for Book of Mormon, and I'm happy in all ,but I have to say it wasn't the best musical to see. Granted she had seen it before, so I think over all she just wanted to do something nice for me and it was. I just wished I enjoyed it more. 

So then we went out to dinner , and I never been to the Melting Pot, and I Have to say that it's expensive as heck. I mean between two people it was close too 80.00 I might be saying it's more because of course my mom wouldn't let me pay for dinner. But I do have to say that it was really cool. I never had fondue before and I was soo full at the end, that when I litterally came home last night I got into comfy clothes watched part of a movie and fell asleep. 

I figured that since I had an Interview today more sleep the better. It was about a 20 mintue interview with a recruiter and they said they call soon. So I hope that those are really good words. I really want to have a job like  now, as you can tell that I am very impatient, and practically bored at home.

I mean I have some people that I can hang out with down here ,  but It's just spending money I don't want to spend. Hopefully this new year will be a great one.

Stay Awesome Possums and Be Nice to People. 

They Say It's My Birthday Part 1

So They say It's my birthday. They also say that age is just a number right? Well I hit the big 27 years old only 3 years till 30 years old, jeez am I getting old. 

There has been some questions brought around to "What am I doing with my life." And I do have the answer. As of right now I am in a transition period. I am jobless for right now and living in a new place. I have another interview lined up on Monday which I spent most of my time today researching, and working on my resume.  So Hoping for some good vibes!

I've had a lot of people ask my "why are you not married yet?" or "have children?" I guess the answer is because I am not ready for that step. Yes I am in a relationship, and yeah We've talked about it occasionally, and everything with being in a long distance relationship has been hard. I guess when you really love someone you will try to do anything, to keep yourself sane. So The answer ultimately is a couple years. I have to say I would just like something small. 

This year I really have been in a funk, and celebrating my birthday this year doesn't really feel like celebrating. I know that sounds really weird , but It's just kind of blah, its another day in life. All I know is that as long as the lord keeps me awake every morning I am truly grateful .

Look for part 2 later on today.
Stay awesome possums and be nice to people ! 

Happy 2015

Happy 2015, I almost wrote down 2014 lol. I know that this is usually where you would go over some big things that happened this year. I guess the only thing that can come to mind is well I moved out of my childhood home and moved to Florida, quit my job, and am looking for a new job within the new year. I am also in a long distance relationship, thats another thing in 2014.

I am hoping that this year will bring some better things to come. I've had a trial year, and a struggle year with losing friends from suicide or death. It makes me think to how long do we have left, and how do you want to be remembered?

My birthday is in two days and I am in a new state and I have no idea what I want to do. I mean there are alot of possibilities. But I also wish that I had my sister and neighbors, friends, and boyfriend down here to help celebrate, but I guess that phone calls will have to do.

So that interview I had a couple days ago, was a 5 minute hi you'll be working here , but you are not guarenteed long term, as is we can kick you out any time and replace you with someone else. As you can tell I did not take that job, because one it was comissioned based and not guarenteed job support. But I do have another interview the day after my birthday. So Hopefully that one will go well. 

I hope everyone has a bright and fun New Year  and Stay awesome possums and Be Nice to People.