28 hours and counting.....

PLease forgive me this blog post might be a little disjumbled because I've been up for more then 26 hours.... The reason is because I worked last night and yes... I know I should be in bed right now and not blogging ... but hey what can I do I am stuck being up because of you guessed it not one house showing but two house showings...Thank god that there is hopefully only the two today... but they genenerally pop up all the time... and frankly there are days where I absoultly hate it... given the fact of being  whats the word am I looking for , thrown out no thats not it put out I guess is a better term for it, out of our house .. I get it but it's kind of hard to fall asleep in a car... Yes I've done that before go park somewhere and fall asleep for a little while let me tell you it's not comfy what else is new....

I just wish she gave me more then 24 hours to find a place to stay at so I can actually sleep properly. and not have to worry about trying to sleep or finding a  place to go... and it's hour 28.... I know I shouldn't be complaining, but I have so much going on in the next two weeks, that I hate the fact that it makes it miserable... I know that I should be happy about being able to have a  house to live in.. but I am tired asking for help with apartment searching ... and she won't help me... I thought we were supposed to help each other. I don't understand why i bring her pamphelts and say that this is a real good place.. and then it's how are you going to do this or that etc... It's like she doesn't care and yet when someone else tries to put their two sense in she gets all defensive on my behalf... Sometimes I think she is bipolar.... or that I am too much a shame to her.. Well I am sorry to disappoint you momma, but I never will disappoint you , because you can only go up from here...

I may not have a guy right now, I may not be married or have kids.... I may not own my own house let alone apartment.. BUT I AM HAPPY With myself yes, there is a lot of things that have been thrown my way of where I need to go, but that doesn't discourage me to be who i am... If you don't like It then I am sorry but you don't love who your children are and it's all for a show...

Stop playing the games and start being honest with us do you really want us to be out of your life completley .. all we ask is actually listen to your doctor and use your cane...  I don't care if you don't like it  if it's gonna help you with stability... then so be it... Stop acting like a child....I am tired of being the adult.. I've been it since I was 14.... when dad passed away... It's time you let us go and not being so hard on us and knowing our business 24/7 ...

Can someone love you too much.. I understand that they do want the best for you and that you deserve everything ,but somethings in life just take time... Money does not make you happy... people don't make you happy.. Granted they can in some cases, but you always have to rely on yourself to be happy and live a peaceful life ....

I'm starting a running blog post

   I know that I've tried running before and that it wasn't very successful.. but lately I've been running more outside and I have to say that I really enjoy it.. I only run about a mile and then I walk some of the other mile or I switch it up a bit...

Sorry for the delay in this post I've been super busy and my body has been shutting down on me a lot and stress has been a killer to me..

I know that I don't have a bad life , but I am just super tired of taking a couple steps forward and then getting shot back to where I was at the beginning.   

 

    

 Granted I know that this post is a little out there sorry I am still trying to configure everything out ...

the apps that I use through my iphone are map my run and i biker which has mutiple ways of working out not just biking or running but trail walking or plain out walking... so bare with me a while while I get all of this sorted out...

so v

 

catching up on life

So this post has been just sitting in the drafts section for a while now... Sorry life got in the way. Well our house is now on the market and we've had about 6 showings since we put it up on Wednesday...

I guess that's a good thing because it means people are interested in it.. bad thing for me is looking for a place to stay... 

I am tired of getting lectured ... if it's not from my mom its from my sister to my neighbors... I understand that they want the best for me , but can they just let me be who I am an not have to change anything around me ....

I am happy granted that doesn't have to do with having a man in my life.. Long story about that one... I'm not sure even If I want to talk about it right now....

Yes I know I am supposed to be doing a running post.. It's still in the works plus I need to get to the gym and workout... but with these crazy showings coming up at the last minute ... I am tired of being forced out of my house for 6 hours so that they can look at the house. I always end up at work or the library or the mall or I just drive to different places, because what else do I have to do... 

I am going to go visit my cat that we gave to the vet... originally we were going to put him down because he is 18 years old... and it was about time. but the vet was nice enough to keep him around..

It will be nice to see the kitties again. I never realized that when most of the cats are out of the housee.. that I would miss them so much... 

I guess they grow on you I guess.... 

You all have a great day i am goin to get a lot of things done today so I can go babysit and then go to work.. Hopefully we don't have any showings tomorrow til afternoon so I can come home and sleep a little... 

Oh and that job that I traveled to in spring fielf was a no go... I got the job yes, but I didn't see myself fitting there.. It just seemed so sketchy They wouldn't let me ask questions... THey didn't tell me what I'd be makong an hour or even if i get benefits .... It was a 5 min interview.... it was like I drove 3 hours on my day off to do this interview and it was just pure crap....6 hours round trip...  I should of just gave up on it and call them to say that I didn't want the job.. But I went to just get interview expierence because It's been a long time since I've had an interview. 

Have a good Day loves !!!

Good Morning it's super Early

Hello Blog land... yeah I know that sounded really dumb! But I just wanted to drop by and say good Morning.  It's already 7 A.M. and I've been up since 5 A.M. My guess is just probably because I couldn't sleep and plus I have an interview today in Springfield.

I have to say that this would be my first really long trip in my car.. I never really went on a road trip with the beast. Yes you saw that right I call my car the beast. And I am beauty... lol Beauty and the beast very clishay .... but it's ok I like calling it the beast... its a great car doesn't give me problems. 

I am very nervous for this interview because I have no idea what this job entails because it wasn't very specific when they posted it on a job site.. I really wished that they at least put something about what I would be doing.. 

Anyways I am hoping that this would be a step forward into something different and a good change. I feel as though it's a good time for a change ..

I had applied to a job in Ohio ... yeah they wanted to have my drive up there for a pre interview... And I probably would of BUT they were very considerate and told me that their hiring manager will call me to do a phone interview. I thought that was really nice of them to make it a little easier for me. So that was nice I am still waiting to hear from them..

I know I said that my next blog post would be a running one. Yes That is still true I am working on that one as soon as this one is up and posted. It will probably be up either tomorrow friday or saturday. Depending on how tired I am when I get home tonight... 6 hours in the car round trip.... Yes I made a lot of CD's to keep me sane and or have my phone hooked up.... I really should just get an ipod that would make it a little easier so I don't have to use my phone but that's ok...

Well I am off to go and get ready for this interview.. Because I always say that being early is never a bad thing plus I don't know what traffic is like in the morning . because I am usually 5 mins away .

that's all for now Blog land

Have A great Day....

Blogging

So I've just noticed when I was looking at my blog post for past years, that this year I've written more then in the last two years.. How crazy is that!!! I guess now that I've been structuring more of what my blogs about. Which is life in general. I feel as though really working on them to the point of where I don't post the same day unless there isn't much to work with then it's usually a long process but hey I am willing to do that for my readers. Granted I am not worried if you don't read them I am not worried. I am just here writing during the week whether it be one post of the whole week or just a couple posts during the week. Which tend to happen. :-)

I can't wait for you to read my next post... I'm starting a running log. I know sounds tedious right? I have been looking for some kind of stress reliver that isn't in the gym because I can't stand the gym anymore. I do the same things almost every time I go, Warm up on the treadmill and go running for a mile or 2 and then I go and work on strength training, because yes I do need strength training.. 

So keep checking back here for that post I'm still debating if i want to do one post at a time or just do mutiple like 2 or 3.. I'll see how that goes speaking of running I really should go home and go on that run !!!!

a day in the life of a fast food worker just grin and bare it

Why is it so difficult for people to just be patient anymore.. I kid you not today at work I had a gentleman tell me to hurry up and fix what was wrong with the order on the screen, ok first off TAKE A CHILL PILL.... it doesn't happen instantly our screens on our computers don't always react when we need them too. Plus I know what it's supposed to be so you don't have to tell me again what it is after the fact that I said I know what it is. then why isn't change, well sir because our computer system is not working at this present time. OI I just want to be like if you don't have the patience to wait 30 seconds  let me fix your order then you shouldn't be in drive thru.. it's not my fault that I have to be up early oh so you can get your morning egg mcmuffin and coffee while you drive to work. Sometimes I want to just yell and say HEY WHY DON"T YOU SAY THANK YOU MORE OFTEN... IT might make us feel better about losing sleep so you can get a good start to your morning. I understand that we are a "FastFood" resturant and i know that yes we are supposed to be fast, but if we ask you to park because it's going to be a minute on your eggs, and you complain that you want your money back and that you don't want to wait... if you actually stop arguing with us then you will get your food faster and not waste my time and yours and the other 6 cars behind you waiting for you guessed it a coffee. Just please do what we ask and not be a complete ass hole about it.. I understand being in the customers sight that we always get the rap of why are your prices so high and why can't you give me anything for free. I had a customer say that to me i'll have a coffee and a egg delight for free just throw it in the bag, Hey idiot Do you think i am that stupid to give you something for free just because you say so. Hey heres an idea why don't you get up earlier and make your own breakfast because hey it will be cheaper and more healthy for you rather than sit in a drive thru line and eat un healthy foods and drinks an abundance of coffee... 

Sorry for the ranting i like my job most days but lately I've just been dealing with idiot customers. BUT my regular customers are always the best. I love it when they don't have to say their order because I already know it. and if they change their order then i say " my heart is broken" lol you broke my heart and start laughing... and they reply I'm sorry Mary Kay ... it's all good  I  like the challenge. of learning something new... 

this was 4 day to write this post....

my life through my iphone

So I just got a new phone a couple days ago. And I have to say that I love it. I know what most people are going to say it's just a phone . And I Have to agree it is just a phone, but I thought about it my phone has been in my life for a while whether it be to take pictures to write down a quick note , running errands listening to music.. and Oh yeah blogging!!! Sometimes I don't bring my ipad with me , because It gets in the way sometimes. So it's nice to know that If I use my Ipad for something else to blog it will show up with out connecting it to my computer. I never really thought of using my phone for more then calls and text messages and email, and oh yeah checking up on facebook... I've dwindled down on that aspect .... I'm more in to pinterest. Sometimes it's just nice to see what is out there.

 So there are going to be some post that are just going to be pictures because I love taking pictures and the post is going to be called life through my iphone. I figured gathering day to day activities will help see what my life is like, I may even do a vlog! that will be interesting to see talking to a camera hmmm... I never done that before.. 

Rough week

This week has been a rough one. One thing after another this week and I felt that this week had to be rough in order to bring out the good. 

Chris had gotten into a car accident  hurt his neck pretty badly. But thankfully he didnt get into anything worse. So I am grateful for that. 

Then on Thursday I  lost a really great friend from College he got hit by a car riding his bike and died later in the hospital. I have a loss for words . He was a great friend and tuba player. I miss you  and my heart hurts for you everyday . Thank you for the memories that you have bestowed upon me. I know that you were only 20 years old but with being a small school we are all family we have come to the rescue of being their for family. When I heard I was too shocked and just starting bawling ... Of course at work no less.... I calmed down went back to work and then when I went on break I lost it again , so I called Chris to talk to him or at least leave him a voice mail . Still haven't heard from him ... 

Oh we'll thanks for reading 

Love Mary kay