Sometimes I wonder where I've been

Hello there, I am or have been the worst blogger ever lately. It's not that I don't have anything to write I do, it's just I don't know where to start?

 I know what you're probably thinking? Well shouldn't you write it out or plan what you want to say a head of time. The truth I do it occasionally, sometimes I just rather write a rough draft just to get something out there in order to just say Hey I am still here!

I've been trying to meal plan for work this week, and I am starting to not like the same things over and over again... It's like we have food, but it always turns out to be the same things, pasta, rice, chicken, pizza... etc.... Now I know that I haven't been able to really go grocery shopping for myself, well I would If I actually had the money to do it, but It generally goes to mom like always. 

Some of my cast members have came through with me trying to find a roommate, and I may be moving out in June if all goes well... Here's hoping on that to the point of "I'll see it when I  believe it." 


So generally I never really  go out that often after work, barely ever at least with my co workers. I finally had the chance to go out the other night with my co workers and we just hung out at IHop because I mean it was 2 AM. when we got off about 25 minutes early all thanks to closing down one side early because there wasn't a lot of guests around because of the weather here in Florida. Yep  It's been one of those weeks where it just rains and rain and rains, and granted I don't mind the rain so much. I know that it's a little better than snow, but I generally do miss the snow it's more a symbolic thing, that most people would think crazy or un ethical, but that is a different post down the road. 

 Been working a lot more crazy hours been super tired to the point where I just stay in bed most of the day, which is why I am blogging right now from my bed .. Lame I know,but I needed the extra sleep or nap I should say. 


I am still a little home sick, and I have this feeling in the back of my head that most of my friends from back home , really don't come in contact with me? Like I always contact them first or they'd say they visit yet, nothing? 
And I know the introvert in me has been a little pain, because I am ok with being by myself cause all I do is  read and or watch a movie and or blog. So today is your lucky day. I know I am not what everyone wants me to be, yet i"m happy for what i've gone through and still came out on top in the end. 

thats all for now. 

I'm still here sorry work be crazy these last two weeks.

Hey there followers! Did you miss me?  I know that I haven't been around much lately my apologies, I've been working a lot I am on day 9 of 11.   I think by the time I hit day 7 I've just been super exhausted , it was too the point that I literally just sleep maybe eat something and then go to work and then repeat for the next 11 days.

I think I did mention in my last post that I was taking a break from blogging while I am working these long hours. But I figured I'd give you something read while I configure up a new plan for a blog post. I'm debating in between two of them. I know hard decisions. 

So I've been reading this book by one of my favorite authors Jane Green. Her books are generally really good, but this book "Straight Talk." Is just not a good book, Now I am that person who has to read up to 100 pages because you never know if it will get good by then, but I believe i'm over 100 pages, and it's so dry and no plot that is good. It's a little disappointment for a fellow book reader. Oh well I know there are many other books that she wrote that are good. So all is not lost.  As of now though I need something to read while I am on break , because I don't like to just be on my phone all the time. Some time literacy is just what I need to relax. 

So last night at work we had some cupcakes that weren't gonna be good when we re opened. but they are generally still good, just not to our standards . So I got to go outside and distribute them to our guests that were leaving, and by far the best experience I had here, but granted everyone wants free food  me included. But I had a guest come back to me and say thank you for making my day better and hey can I get a selfie with you. It was more than I could describe it was just the coolest experience.  It's the littlest things in life that make it so worth being around .

I know that there are some cast members who probably don't want me around and what not , but hey I am here for the long run you can break me down think I am just annoying and an idiot some days. but that won't break me. I'm here and kicking.