I feel like I've been in a rut lately, all it's been about is finding another job to better yourself to put yourself out there. I know that there are many people out there that have done just that. But in all honesty I really want to do something different with my life, yet I can't put my finger on exactly what I want to do. I know that many people figure out who or what they want to be, and I have to say that I did know what I wanted to do back in high school, where I had my drive to be who I wanted, but as i traveled down the ever so Yellow brick road, I feel like my path has changed and that I just went down that famous yellow brick road because that's what was so comfortable to me to be on that I didn't challenge myself to try or do something different.
I know that My mom has spent a lot of her time and money to help me go to school, but I feel like I wasted my time on something that I may of wanted in the beginning, but in the end it just wasn't what exactly what I wanted in the end. I didn't stop because it was getting hard or that there were obstacles to go through because in all reality there are always going to be obstacles that we have to look at. I know that God has a plan sometimes I wish he would give me a warning well not a warning but a sign of some sort, I know that my patience runs dry and that I know sometimes I take things for granted and that in the end I grow apart from people. It's the way of life.
I really wish my best friend didn't have to live so far away in a different state, I wish I could just call her up and talk with her for hours, but I know with the baby on the way and preparing for all that it's hard to see her or even talk with her, but I am very happy that she is doing so well.
I am sorry if you are reading this , your probably thinking really your life is that bad? NO I am not saying that at all, I just am at a crossroad in life, do I take the safe way or do I take the risky way and hope for the best?
I hope you are all enjoying your Wednesday I am resting my voice again, because I lost it yet again, I am ready to have it back and be healthier.
Hey Everyone I know, I haven't been around much on my own personal blog, I've been busy updating a new blog for a traveling book club blog that My friend and I have started, since we both live too far away to get together for an hour to go over what you usually would do for a book club we decided to try this blog out.
so its called The traveling book club and here is the website address. The traveling Book Club. I hope you enjoy what my friend and I are going to be reading we are excited to be finally starting this book club after so many attempts and our busy lives kept us busy. ENJOY.
If you have any books that you've read and really liked please leave me a comment on here or at The Traveling Book Club blog. We greatly appreciate it and hopefully all the book lovers out there will appreciate it too.
So It's been a while since I've made a blog post. A little over two months, I have to say I think that is a long time that I haven't been on this. So I am sorry for not being around much, Life is getting in the way.
So a Lot has happened the last two months, If you've followed my blog in the past you've known that my life was kind of in shambles, between being engaged to then not being engaged, too losing a car, to now owning my very own car.
Yes you saw that right I HAVE A CAR!!!!! It's a 2009 Dodge Avenger. I have to say that I am happy that I've finally have a way around now without having to share a car with my mom not saying that it wasn't terrible to share a car, but when I gave up a lot of who I was so that way my mom could have the car, kind of messed me up i guess.
I've been exercising a lot lately, and I've been starting to run a lot I know that I run really slow , and that is fine with me, but I am tired of the people saying to me that I have to lose weight, and that If I lost some more weight how prettier I would be and that guys would be all over me ,but only if I lost a couple pounds. I don't really know how to handle it.
One of my friends wedding is coming up in October, and I have to say she is really turning into bridezilla. I understand being an only child has it's "perks" but how you treat one of your bridesmaids that is technically a friend since we were kids, I really don't want to be in this wedding anymore, it's nothing against the couple, it's the way she treats me, I understand that I'm not perfect and that I'm happy for them, but I just can't wait till its all over.
A lot of people keep saying that you'll know when you'll find the right person, and I get that, but I also hate the fact that, everyone is like Mary Kay you need a nice man in your life one that will love to be around you and miss you and love you unconditionally, and if you don't have a lot of things in common, it's the fact that if you spend time together doing different things. I'm just tired of them asking if I'll find him, but I know that he's out there somewhere just waiting.
