Day off of work SAY WHA?

I know that I should really be getting ready to sell the house and going through all my things and to get rid of a lot because I  still have no clue on where I am going. But every time I get a day off of work I'm usually doing things that need to get done for myself, one thing is blogging I can spend almost all day at a coffee shop or book store just finding the time to write. I miss writing. I used to do it every day and then when my life got a little complicated, I had a hard time getting back into the swing of things. So as I sit at the book store drinking some water and having a snack which isn't healthy at all (double Chocolate Cupcake). I couldn't decide if i wanted that or just a cookie, But I felt I deserve a cupcake. 

Today I decided to leave my hair down, will see how long that will last, I already have a couple bobby pins in to put my hair back so that way I can write this blog post. I also decided to some makeup on as well, not that i didn't need it or anything, but I had a feeling that i wanted to do it today, yet I don't go all out i just work on my eyes and that's about it.

I know that I've been down what seems like many roads before and I feel as though the relationship road I've gone down way to many times. I know that I've been single at least for a while now, becuase my ex and I weren't really dating. Yet I felt as though he thought we were. anyways I am not going down that part of my life again.  Chris and I have had some rough moments. It's to the point where we used to talk all day and now we barely talk at all. It's like I disappear for a little while usually meaning busy with work, and He just disappears all together. I never realized how that would bug me, but I can't be in this kind of relationship, sometimes I feel like he is not trying to hide something yet, he doesn't or can't come to me with his problems, but he also might be doing that because he knows that I am going through a lot too, and doesn't want me to worry about his life, that's not what I am thinking I want to be able to help even though I can't help myself somedays. I am moving forward whether he likes it or not.  

In other news......

I finally own my very own blackhawks jersey mine is the green st paddy's day jersey with my man Corey Crawford, and I know that everyone wants him out of the game, but seriously it's not all him, yeah he takes the most flack because he's the goalie , but it's his teammates as well. So Keep Calm and Crawford on lol. That didn't make one sense. But I don't care at all. 

A quote that I found through pinterest 

 i know that I get those feelings all the time and It's true you find something about yourself, espeically when you let go of the people who potentially hurt you all the time and they don't realize it

   

 all right I figured I'd leave some quotes with the blogger world. I hope you all have a good day. now I am going to look around the book store  since I am sitting there just typing, i might even finish the book that I have in my bag